's already 22 .. but the mind is still filled with thoughts, thoughts about this day that is running on. As usual woke up at 6.50, wanted to sleep some more '.. then wake up at 7 am moved, ahh those 10 minutes as they are beautiful and what is the value at that precise moment. Then off to the bathroom, get dressed and into the kitchen for breakfast. Like last time, and I dedicates almost half an hour just to her to feel better. Then I head to the nursery where I'm doing .. .. and the internship mattinana flowing fast enough. Even today I feel like I left something positive ... well I wish I could be spontaneous, myself ... dance with the children, playing with a capital G .. and yet it happens that I feel very small, even smaller than those beautiful little children and unable to act .. maybe because there are 3 teachers more experienced than me and I feel embarrassed or maybe because I have yet to IMAP to get involved, to let go, sometimes I have to learn not to think, those thoughts that damned many times prevent me from fully living the experience. Michael Ahhh, when you learn to let go? just for one day be able to put aside your absurd fantasies and your paranoid thoughts? I think so but you have to make that step, the step that seems so impossible to accomplish.
Fortunately in the afternoon I was able to clear your mind going to the gym with my dear friend. Oh do not you love especially the gym, sweat, and those tools messy ... but I must say that move, playing sports, being with you and just laugh for two hours makes me feel really good and allows me to set aside some fears at the moment who continue to chase. The bed, the night is approaching and a new day tomorrow. A new day in which I will learn something new ... I hope it is accompanied by greater confidence and more weight .. I really need.
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